When you walked away...

My tears fall silently
Things seemed to end Violently
What happened
What went wrong
Wasn’t our love strong

I know it was real
There is not a doubt in my head
I look back to some of the things you once said.
You told me you’d always be here

There would never be anything to fear
One day I would fall asleep in your arms
That you would wipe away my every tear
That when I couldn’t see you look to the moon

We could be world apart but the one thing that brought us closer
Was the moon
Because no matter how near or far
We would both be looking at the same thing

The rain poured at our beginning,
And it signified our ending
The moon was covered by the clouds that night
I was cold as ice
My thoughts had never been more precise

All I wanted was death
I couldn’t catch a breath.

why must this be?

When did It become like this... When did we all drift apart. Have nothing better to say about who did this, and who slept with who... When did we become the murderous, rude, stuck up people, the self centered, the labelers the judgmental haters of the USA. Why do we take so many things for granite and so rude why can we be friends, why can't we help out are family and friends, the stranger walking down the street the homeless down town?

I can't hate

I write because I can’t speak
Which I know you find hard to believe
With my personality
Of out going ness and Fearlessness
But I can’t find the words

To say what I am thinking
What happens if you reject
The words that took me days to think of
And weeks for the courage, I needed
To say them

This mind comes with a cost
Of sleepless nights
Thinking till dawn
Evaluating everything before I do it
And Fear of losing the world

Remembering everything I do wrong
My heart comes with A dis claimer
Fast faller, Long recover
The forgiver and The lover
And my Soul gets the Short end of the stick

Again.
I stand alone
In the middle of the night
Thinking of the past
Never Content until

Your gone

Or you are completely mine
Because I can’t have the Hurt
I am not strong enough
I know you didn’t mean it

But As the tears stream down
I lay my life down
I show my fears to the world
Cross my comfort zone
Run away from it all

There are things I won’t deal with
There are fears I won’t face
There are hurts I refuse to Acknowledge
There are people I can’t see
And there is you, who I can’t hate.